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10 January 2011 @ 12:02 am
THIS.SUCKS
and im totally lovin the post i created on my tumblr
:D here goes
and im totally lovin the post i created on my tumblr
:D here goes
when i heard results were comin out on monday
then when the date got nearer ...
now im like
on the actual day when we gather in the hall to listen to the principal's speech, say the pledge and stuff im like ...
haha and when we hear that we got the best in the whole singapore again we'd all go
and when all the zai people go up on stage i'll be like
but deep down inside im really nervous so im like
before i get my hands on my results slip
when ahem passes me the results slip she'll be all
when i see my results i'll most probably go ...
and when people start boasting bout their results i'll be like
THE END
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distressed08 January 2011 @ 02:29 pm
Ok I'm freakin out rn, never felt so nervous in my life ! 2 more days b4 the result are out I want to freakin die now ... Suddenly all the mistakes I made are flooding into my brain and I'm like shit...
I didn't feel as bad when I finished the papers but suddenly I'm doubting my answers and freaking out ...
Fml this sucks ...
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06 January 2011 @ 07:23 pm
someone just told me some bitch was unhappy with what i'm doing
i dont owe you ...
and what i'm doing, its not copy righted
try to sue me :)
jia xin was right u are a glk loser :D oh and P.S. everyone's gettin an instax nowadays and im gona volunteer to help them paint it
so suck it up aight ?
:D
EDIT/
OMG STOP FUCKING ACT LIKE YOU OWN FUJIFILM OK !!!! BITCHES !!!! ITS LIKE THEY INVENTED POLAROID CAMERAS OR SOMETHING
omg... hypocrites, they're everywhere .... even the ones that u think are the closest to u
i dont owe you ...
and what i'm doing, its not copy righted
try to sue me :)
jia xin was right u are a glk loser :D oh and P.S. everyone's gettin an instax nowadays and im gona volunteer to help them paint it
so suck it up aight ?
:D
EDIT/
OMG STOP FUCKING ACT LIKE YOU OWN FUJIFILM OK !!!! BITCHES !!!! ITS LIKE THEY INVENTED POLAROID CAMERAS OR SOMETHING
omg... hypocrites, they're everywhere .... even the ones that u think are the closest to u
Current Mood: 
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aggravated03 January 2011 @ 10:35 pm
wow, nvr felt so bored before ... i'm really seriously BORED
i have NOTHING to do
like nothing at all ... i just sit around and stare at stuff and worry bout Os and it sucks shit
rahhh
ok since im alr blogging i shall rant
yesterday, i did something nice out of love for my sis,
i went to some buddhism session with her at habour front ?
ok thats not the point, she likes to go there to hang out with her friends
the whole purpose of it was to go learn Buddhism so they have chanting and like people talking about life to u
its good but she attends it for all the wrong reasons
ok so i went there at 2.30 when it actually starts at 1.30 so when i reached the "talking about life " session was about to be over and i was like ??? throughout the whole speech
next thing i know people were being friendly and introducing themselves to me
i mean i like everyone there cause they're friendly and stuff but im so freakin un-sociallizable ... so convos all went like this :
hi my name is _____ whats your name
and i'll say hi my name is ZQ,
then they will ask, how old are u ?
and I'll reply 17
and they'll be like : OH
--------------------------------------
flashes an awkward smile
--------------- refers to an awkward moment
and i hate it i really do
if there is one thing i hate more than maths its awkward moments
seriously how do you combat that LOLS
URGH
anywho, we gathered into groups and started to talk about struggles of being a buddhist ?
and people there are like freakin inspiring ! O.O
i never thought there woyld be youths so passionate about buddhism
and i was kinda touched :) i mean outa all the people i know i think charyl is the only
person that is devoted to buddhism
i mean i only see christian youths being so devoted to their religion
but rarely buddhist youths, at least from what I'VE seen .
ok so the session ended with everyone celebrating the bdae of the jan babies
then chanting and singing
and the session ended ...
everything went downhill from here
after the session my sister just left me suddenly and started to go mingle with people
leaving me all alone ...
she expects me to go socialize by myself
call me anti-social, shy , non-userfriendly WDV
i admit i am all of the above
i just cannot go up to a stranger and go HI MY NAME IS BLAH BLAH BLAH
and start to stir up a convo ok ...
so she just left me there to watch like downloaded videos on my ipod
while everyone is in their little cliques and i have absolutely nothing to do
i just looked like a dumbass loner ! wtf so pissed rn
people were nice and came to talk to me
but the awkwardness was so unbearable I just felt like
burying myself somewhere unseenable
okk being all alone there, i wasnt smiling and i duno why people think i look dao when i dont smile or talk
so i think everyone there just thinks im a anti-social dao person that is too cool to talk to them
which is totally not the case !!!!
im so upset because firstly, i dont like it when people misunderstand me
secondly, cheated because i was being nice to my sis and accompanied her to the session ( bcoz my mom wont let her go if i dont go, and since she likes it so much there i agreed to go as well , do u understand ? nvr mind ) and she just left me there all alone like a freakin loner
thirdly, and most importantly, i really liked it there and i really wana learn more about my religion and be as passionate about it as everyone there but i bet everyone thinks badly of me now and when i go there again they'll judge me like any normal human ... fml
URGH ... i wana kill my sister now ...
i guess only jemie understands my plight
ok after ranting, i conclude that i am freakin self conscious and insecure
RAH !!!!!!
>:(
SUGGESTIONS ANYONE ????
i think im having depression
sigh ... thankfully my bro gave me his DSLR YAAYYYY :D
AND BONDS OUTING on wed :) then maybe i can get some advice :)
teeheeee
ok adios people :) have a great week ahead
AND NEH NEH NI POO POO HAHA TOO BAD TOO SAD TO THOSE WHO HAVE SCHOOL TMR
HAVE FUN STUDYING WHILE I SLEEP TIL PROBABLY AFTER YOUR SCHOOL ENDS HAHAHAHA
:D ( lols i get high at night )
BYE
i have NOTHING to do
like nothing at all ... i just sit around and stare at stuff and worry bout Os and it sucks shit
rahhh
ok since im alr blogging i shall rant
yesterday, i did something nice out of love for my sis,
i went to some buddhism session with her at habour front ?
ok thats not the point, she likes to go there to hang out with her friends
the whole purpose of it was to go learn Buddhism so they have chanting and like people talking about life to u
its good but she attends it for all the wrong reasons
ok so i went there at 2.30 when it actually starts at 1.30 so when i reached the "talking about life " session was about to be over and i was like ??? throughout the whole speech
next thing i know people were being friendly and introducing themselves to me
i mean i like everyone there cause they're friendly and stuff but im so freakin un-sociallizable ... so convos all went like this :
hi my name is _____ whats your name
and i'll say hi my name is ZQ,
then they will ask, how old are u ?
and I'll reply 17
and they'll be like : OH
--------------------------------------
flashes an awkward smile
--------------- refers to an awkward moment
and i hate it i really do
if there is one thing i hate more than maths its awkward moments
seriously how do you combat that LOLS
URGH
anywho, we gathered into groups and started to talk about struggles of being a buddhist ?
and people there are like freakin inspiring ! O.O
i never thought there woyld be youths so passionate about buddhism
and i was kinda touched :) i mean outa all the people i know i think charyl is the only
person that is devoted to buddhism
i mean i only see christian youths being so devoted to their religion
but rarely buddhist youths, at least from what I'VE seen .
ok so the session ended with everyone celebrating the bdae of the jan babies
then chanting and singing
and the session ended ...
everything went downhill from here
after the session my sister just left me suddenly and started to go mingle with people
leaving me all alone ...
she expects me to go socialize by myself
call me anti-social, shy , non-userfriendly WDV
i admit i am all of the above
i just cannot go up to a stranger and go HI MY NAME IS BLAH BLAH BLAH
and start to stir up a convo ok ...
so she just left me there to watch like downloaded videos on my ipod
while everyone is in their little cliques and i have absolutely nothing to do
i just looked like a dumbass loner ! wtf so pissed rn
people were nice and came to talk to me
but the awkwardness was so unbearable I just felt like
burying myself somewhere unseenable
okk being all alone there, i wasnt smiling and i duno why people think i look dao when i dont smile or talk
so i think everyone there just thinks im a anti-social dao person that is too cool to talk to them
which is totally not the case !!!!
im so upset because firstly, i dont like it when people misunderstand me
secondly, cheated because i was being nice to my sis and accompanied her to the session ( bcoz my mom wont let her go if i dont go, and since she likes it so much there i agreed to go as well , do u understand ? nvr mind ) and she just left me there all alone like a freakin loner
thirdly, and most importantly, i really liked it there and i really wana learn more about my religion and be as passionate about it as everyone there but i bet everyone thinks badly of me now and when i go there again they'll judge me like any normal human ... fml
URGH ... i wana kill my sister now ...
i guess only jemie understands my plight
ok after ranting, i conclude that i am freakin self conscious and insecure
RAH !!!!!!
>:(
SUGGESTIONS ANYONE ????
i think im having depression
sigh ... thankfully my bro gave me his DSLR YAAYYYY :D
AND BONDS OUTING on wed :) then maybe i can get some advice :)
teeheeee
ok adios people :) have a great week ahead
AND NEH NEH NI POO POO HAHA TOO BAD TOO SAD TO THOSE WHO HAVE SCHOOL TMR
HAVE FUN STUDYING WHILE I SLEEP TIL PROBABLY AFTER YOUR SCHOOL ENDS HAHAHAHA
:D ( lols i get high at night )
BYE
Current Mood: 
depressed
depressed25 December 2010 @ 11:52 pm
Ho Ho Ho Meh Christmas errrone ;D
I'm exceptionally happy today because I got a gift from my parents O.O ok actually it's not a gift specially wrapped in pretty papers or what for me la ... It's a like a purchase on christmas u can put it that way hehh
Yes ! I got shoes ... That cost freaking 269
bucks ... WTF I know right I didn't believe it at first until I saw the freaking reciept O.O my mom is mad... But I think it's hand made I guess
And let's just say I grow a few inches when I put them on ;D and it is freaking shu fu
The ideal shoe to go 追星with :D
Yuppie !!!! Bling bling I like !!!! :D
Oh And a christmas gift frm my bro I guess :D he bought it from china lols not bad that he thought of me there la ;D
Pink panther soft toy !!! It's like so huggable and the same size as the one in hai pai ! ;)
Got the Dalang feel no ? haha in my real specs ;( eyesight is getting from bad to worse ...
Anw ;D have been spending alota family time
Been quite close to my bro lately haha ;) I love my bro ;D teehee
And Yoohoo excites for dim sum at li bai and top shop sale tmr !!! ;D wootsy
Oh crap I think I'm growing FAT ;(
Okk have a merry Xmas and boxing day yo, peace off
U know u love me , xoxo ... ( gossip girl has been sucha great influence in my life this holiday Lols)
P.S. Omggg he had a new hair cut today !!! Agh I'm so freaking excited for his new album !!! ;D argh !!! Febuary baby !!!
Oh and tmr is my 6th yr anniversary with him haha I mean like 6 yr ago,on tmr, was the first time I met him at the backstage in mediacorp T.T he freakin talked to me... I should have asked for a hug then, but u know what I deserve a slap now T.T haha what will happen if I @ him on weibo and posted the pict ? ;) ah wells new album ftw !!!! Byeee ;D
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21 December 2010 @ 01:52 am
Urrrrgh Its close to 2am ... And I'm
Freakin out bout Os !!! Omfgwtffff !!!! Whyyy !!!!! T.T i keep dreaming I'll get fucking bad results ! Like 18 points or get a b4 for my maths -.- why is it haunting me now ! I freakin dreamt about getting back my results last night ... I woke up before I even saw my results because I was so freakin nervous in my dreams ! I hate this ! I can't even RIP literally !
Plss S.A. I want S.A it's all I'm askin for !!!! Pls S.A !!!!! STANDREWS PPL !!!!!! T.T
Fuck la ... Why like that ! PSLE was like urgh worry for one night in last Vegas I remember vividly ... I was on the tour bus praying for my results ... T.T
SIGH
Oh well on a higher note, I've been thinking bout his concert , like it'll randomly pop up in my head and I'm like DAYUMN !!!! ;D
Keep having goosebumps ;( I wana see u again ;( I hope he releases his album on the 8th of feb ;) teehee !!!! Excites !!!
Ok this was just a random rant ... Ghost of O levels past pls don't come back to haunt me tonight ... PLEASE !!!!!! T.T
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17 December 2010 @ 01:54 am
This was not how I pictured my holiday to be like ...
During Os or rather the pre Os period I would spend my night imagining myself in Taiwan or japan having the time of my life
Going for freakin baking lessons, learning stuff, redesigning my room, having my hair dyed and permed ... So so so many things to do
I wanted a black berry, a new dslr, nose piercing ?
And now I'm lying here thinking of a blog address to stalk, (obviously fail la) and having no life
I am nothing near all of the above
All my freakin good friends are overseas or working now ... So I'm stuck at home, pps tv all of a sudden don't provide tv shows from America = not being able to finish gossip girl, vampire diaries and many other shows ... I am so freakin bored at home I rly have nothing to do ....
I don't know if I should be blaming my mom k, but she isn't allowing me to do stuff.
Going overseas, don't talk about it
Getting a job, she thinks I should go learn new things instead but when I told her I wanted to learn baking at her friends shop she doesn't want to give me the add cause she thinks it's v far and doesn't want to fetch me there, I told her I wana learn violin again, she just laughs and says she doesn't believe me
I told her I wana go Ikea to get a bed side table so I can do my art stuff and pre - sleeping activities on it , she says ikea's furniture doesn't last and thinks it's redundant
I told her I wanted to dye my hair , she goes on about how my hair will be destroyed and that I will look like a 老人精
Urgh just can never win one lor around her !!!!
Mad pissed, and singtel is some sai ok , bb plan some major ex shit plus phone ... Daylight robbery everyone
So im waiting for the Iphone5
I'm thinking maybe I should just go ahead and do the things that I want instead of fretting over the stupid consequences like my mom she is like an obstruction to the holiday that I want and NEED... Life is too short and fuck I feel like my hols is so fucking wasted omg I'm freakin 不服 now ... Urgh the only thing I've succeeded in doing is nuah at home and gain more fucking fats URGH !!!!! I need to change my attitude in life ... Shall think about this issue more in depth now, and then hopefully wake up feeling enlightened but for now fml ...
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10 December 2010 @ 07:56 pm
well it looks like the property agents around are more concerned about whats going on at home than they are
how silly of me to think that maybe there would be a tiny bit of chance that they'll call and ask me what i want for dinner or maybe tell the maid to cook at least something for me
i guess i'm just being naive
so the next time the phone rings i'm not going to pick up
i'm going to see how long its going to last
and the last thing i am going to do is give in .
forgiving and forgetting is definitely not my thing
good day
how silly of me to think that maybe there would be a tiny bit of chance that they'll call and ask me what i want for dinner or maybe tell the maid to cook at least something for me
i guess i'm just being naive
so the next time the phone rings i'm not going to pick up
i'm going to see how long its going to last
and the last thing i am going to do is give in .
forgiving and forgetting is definitely not my thing
good day
